03 October 2009

I got the JOB!



got a call from them on 28th Sept 09 asking me to go for Medical Check up and to pick up The Offer Letter.

Im one of the 9 shortlisted candidates.

From now on i have to buck up and do my best!

Report for Duty will be on 12 Oct 09.

18 September 2009

Aidil Fitri


Selamat Hari Raya dear Malaysians!

Lets pray that after this holiday, I will receive a very very good news from a certain company.

I really hope I could get this job.

Went for the 1st interview on 5th Sept.
Then got a call back for 2nd interview which was on 16th Sept.
They will give a call to shortlisted candidate 1 or 2 weeks after the Raya Holidays.

Please pray for me~

01 July 2009


I cant believe i'm starting to miss the good ol' studying days.

where you can just hang the whole day when class got canceled.
buat kerja/homework/take home test/assignments/projects, all at the last minute.
where you just "had" to cheat so you could pass the pop quiz.

I miss the time when I could discuss just about anything with Sabrina, nurul and yana.
About life, family, being lazy, bitching over zuzu, ehm-ehm and college's education system, laughed hard over stupid jokes, trying to smoke shisha but couldnt (i failed hard yo!), touching each others boobies, calling each other t*t*k, lepaking and last minute revising at McD, gaga over tie, late nights at PakLi, discovering yuna and other cool musicians, karaoke-ing after last paper..
OMG. It was just too much.

and im missing it.

working life has taken too much of my time.
love the pay but..
its exhausting kan? im even out of ideas to put title for this entry! XP
now, its even harder to pick clothes to wear for work.
and looking forward for the clock to strike 6pm.
im bad.
a bad employee.

oh well, what to do.
life must go on.
we are all grown up.
we have to grow up eventually.
except occasionally. hehe.

next stop: CFA
kene buka buku balik.

Goodbye 1st half 2009

The entry I posted on 23rd January 2009 was an immature one.

The title itself screams immaturity, childish and selfish.

Half year of 2009 has passed.

A lot had happened.

Learnt a lot too.

got 4 new kittens, insurance, meetings,
2 kittens missing, convocation,
left brownie and blackie (kittens), continued working, real estate,
brownie went for surgery, court, looked for properties, sold properties,
family gatherings, not guilty, spring cleaning, room still messy,
friends got married, friends got pregnant, friends safely lahirkan anak,
fandom, etc.

And with these experiences, I am thankful and glad that I am still alive.

Time has past so quickly.

Farewell first half of 2009. Hello July 2009 and months to come.


Just recently my dear friend has gotten engaged.
He was a classmate who likes to bully people. (during primary years only)
I knew her through him and fellow school mate.
I knew it through facebook.
How bad am I as a friend?

It was my fault for not keeping in touch
and now I'm the one who is sorry
I feel so devastated yet happy for both of them.
Mixed feelings surfaced when I look at the sweet pictures.

I didnt even know the date of their engagement night.
Maybe last Sunday? or is it Saturday? (27th? 28th June 2009?)
Will definitely wont miss the Nikah and Kenduri!
For sure!

Dear Azimah, Dear Syed,
I pray for your happiness and well being.
I know you are in love with each other so stay that way forever.
Congratulations on the engagement my friends. ;)

23 January 2009

Happiness' not gonna stay

And thus stupidity comes into the picture.

Happiness likes to stop by.
rub it in.
lets you glow.
lets you float.

and then BAM!!
it left. runaway.

no letters, not even little notes.
no news.
no message.

An emotional wreck without any reason is stupid.
and therefore i'm stupid.

please excuse this excruciatingly shallow post.
just wanted to let it out.

I cried for no apparent reason.
is it because what my dad said?
i shouldn't care. but i know i should!
(yup, money. atikah, REMEMBER to pay them back!! EVERY CENT!!)
but not to a point of crying.

stupid atikah. ERRRGHHHH!!!!!

and just now at work.
just as i was ready to finish up my work. NAK BALIK DAH OIIII!
the printer wont print!!!
just 3 pages for crying out LOUD!
suddenly NOW it doesnt want to work.

stupid printer!!

Thank god, I'm a clever b***h.
changed a few setting. and the printer prints!

o ya, my title.
its true you know.
alaa.. like the term;
"sometimes you're up.
sometimes you're down."
its how you see it. i guess.

this time, i want to see it in a negative way.
please let me be negative/frown/throws a tantrum/scream/curse JUST for a day.

heck, i'm gonna do it. its my life right?

one more.
Dear friends, (especially Tai C,L, Cheong S.Y, Daniel)
Happy Chinese New Year!
Year of the Ox. but don't drink too much X.O.